We arrived safely here in Utah which was a passing of nothing but sagebrush country & eateries when we neared Utah (Ogden) we started to get bloody noses & headaches due to the high altitude of these parts. We reached Delta which is the nearest station to here (almost 15 miles away) on Oct. 3rd. — noon & were driven here on a bus. It was so hot & so dusty I thought I’d collapse. We got here so filthy & dirty & tired & the places were not finished. One contingent of 500 & the ones that arrived the day before had to sleep in the mess hall on the floor — the nights & mornings here are awfully cold — even in October — at least in the mess hall they had coal stoves & so babies, old folks,& the young slept there. We were fortunate in knowing some people who knew of this vacant apt. & got us in here right away — but for those remaining 500 I felt terribly bad. There were newborn babies & sick mothers & invalids — & many tears. The Christian thing for us to have done was to share the misery with them or try to house some of them with us — but LoVerne — we were so tired & Diane so hungry & sleepy — & Joanne cross – & we had to collect our baggage & carry them blocks to this apt. — that we just wonder how we managed to do this much. You must wonder how people couldn’t have helped us. To tell you the truth I don’t think I saw 10 men that day that weren’t working — there were only the aged & the women & you couldn’t hardly ask them. It was a terrible reception for human beings. We were lucky all the hardships we encountered that first day when you consider what the rest went through — because there were no mattresses, no beds, no blankets, & most of all — no roofs. They had to sleep on the floor — hundreds — in the mess halls —
That, too, is over with — like Tanforan, like the beginning here. It’s like turning pages of a book.
We had a difficult time getting used to this place, our whole family’s had so many bleeding noses — the first 2 or 3 times Joanne had them, she cried & cried because she got scared.
The room we have is 24’ x 24’ — the only things in here were the army cots & mattresses — not one piece of furniture — no shelves — no nothing. Wood is scarce & we are forbidden to pick up lumber to make things with– but we pick them up anyway because we’ve just got to have a table & some benches & shelves.
Right now, our room is all cluttered up with crates & baggage — hardly any room for us to walk in. It’s a very depressing sight, more like a warehouse — certainly does not look “homey.”
I am so impressed that this letter was saved and returned to the daughter of the writer. Thank you, thank you for that generous and important act. I read every word with great interest and empathy for the pain of this terrible experience.
Reading it gave me the most immediate and visceral feeling for the indignities, hardships and lack of freedom endured by this family. It is one thing to read of these inhuman acts in books but the letter makes it so real and vivid.
We discovered letters written to my mother-in-law, Rosi Mosbacher Baczewski, by her parents from Amsterdam where they had gone to escape persecution in Nuremberg, Germany. Sadly, tragicly they were murdered in Auschwitz.
I’ll always be grateful we found and published their letters in – My Dear Good Rosi Letters from Occupied Amsterdam, 1940-1943
Thank you so much for printing this letter. It reached my soul and touched my heart.
Thank you for your kind words; I will pass them on to Diane and Jonnie (who returned the letter to Diane). I am so sorry for the loss of your relatives.
Ruth (Topaz Stories Editor)