The Long Haul

by Jun Nakahara Dairiki

The Nakahara family in Topaz: Mother Kita, two sons and four daughters, including Jun, in the center.
Jun with members of the Kami family, her neighbors in Topaz. Courtesy of Yae Kami Yedlosky and Jun Nakahara Dairiki.

By the time we got to Topaz I was eight years old. Two elementary schools eventually opened–one called “Mountain View” in Block 8, and the other called “Desert View,” in Block 42. Neither school was near our barrack, which was in Block 20. I was put in Desert View. 

Then, for some reason, they decided that two students had to be transferred to Mountain View, and I was one. 

I remember my mother questioning one of the school administrators about that–there were two boys in our block who did NOT get transferred–just two of us girls; and no one knew why they had picked on us–but there were a lot of things we didn’t know reasons for or get answers to in those days, and that was one.

Four Japanese American boys, six to ten years old, stand in front of a barrack, dressed in Santa Claus costumes.
Celebrating Christmas in Amache, 1944. Courtesy of the Wada and Homma family collection, Densho.

Although I didn’t know anyone in the new school, Christmas was coming, and my new classroom in Mountain View had a tree! Since school would be closed for the holidays, we had a celebration, and at the end of it, we drew straws for the tree. I won!!

I had never won anything before and was excited that my family would have a tree for Christmas. But how was I going to get it “home”? I didn’t have friends at that school yet, and no one offered to help me.

So I grabbed the tree by the trunk and started dragging. It was a long walk even without a tree, but with one, it felt like a hundred miles. I passed apartment after apartment, barrack after barrack, block after block, and the wide open spaces between. It was probably over half a mile.

Map of the 42 blocks comprising the Topaz concentration camp. Block 8 barracks (housing Jun's school) and a barrack in Block 20 (where Jun's family lived) are highlighted.
Map of Topaz (highlights added), Steve Fujioka. Courtesy of the Topaz Museum. Mountain View school barracks are circled in purple; Jun’s family’s barrack is circled in red.

When I got to our barrack, I stood the tree up. It was lopsided–flattened out on the side that had been dragged along the ground. We had no decorations to put on it. I had never worked so hard to put up a Christmas tree, before or since–but I was determined, in the midst of that long haul toward an uncertain future, to have SOMETHING to remind us of happier times.


About the contributor: Jun Nakahara Dairiki was born in San Francisco in 1934. She was seven years old when the Nakahara family was incarcerated in Tanforan. While her two elder sisters resettled in Chicago, Jun and her parents were in Topaz for the duration of the War and farmed in Idaho when the camp closed. After graduating from high school, Jun worked in Chicago, then spent two years in Japan with the civil service. She met her husband Jack after returning from Japan and settling in San Francisco.

Copyright Jun Nakahara Dairiki, 2022. All rights reserved.

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4 thoughts on “The Long Haul
    1. Joan – Thank you for your kind remarks. I totally agree with you that we must continue to perpetuate these oral histories.

      Happy Holidays to you and yours; let’s hope that 2023 will be better than 2022.

      Jun Dairiki

  1. Thanks for sharing your story! We all try to forget the “unpleasant” aspects of our history, but we should not and dare not!

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